Cluttered

I noticed my blog's gettin' really messy.. And my posts are somewhat pathetic..(i hope not)..

So I decided I'd be cleanin' up this clutter.. probably after the final exams.. I guess, that would be in the 2nd or 3rd week of October..

And maybe I'll change my posting attitude... I dunno.. but loneliness or even anger is what drives me to write (though I'm not really good at).. I just noticed that I kinda' sound pathetic with my posts.. To which is not true.. (hmmmnn?)

I know, I'm having these hard times but it's better to remember all those good stuff that has been and is going to happen with my life... especially now that I already knew the truth behind my birth.. and me...

Well.. I may become the "loner" they call...

But I'll always be the innocent-looking little lady who is and will always be a fighter inside out...

hayyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Grounded

...and I thought I was grounded..

Supposed to be grounded yesterday for spending a lot of time and money on playing DotA (inspite of my unfinished thesis proposal which is due tomorrow and other school requirements..) But there I was... surfed the web and did some hobo stuff and.. played DotA again..

Actualy I grounded myself.. It was supposed to be kinda' like a self mutilation thing.. But whenever I get to "that" apartment, and see "those" guys, and hear "the word".. I know where I'll be..

I just can't resist the game.. and those guys... C=

Anyway, being grounded supposed to mean:
* no playing DotA
* no playing Hobowars
* no surfing the net
* no going to "the apartment"
* no meeting my beau? O.o

But anyway... still.. I defied myself... and there I was earlier... played DotA again with the guys because I went to the apartment.. hehe!

and enjoyed the pleasure of feeling my heart beat faster... hehehe!

so I'm supposed to be grounded huh... but I'm still here, surfing the net.. chatting with my beau and doing some hobo stuff... hehehe!

'til my next post!!

Watch This!!

This video was created by my lil' sis Jilly and her best buddy, Lianne...

Hope you enjoyed watching!!!

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