Evolution

I feel like crap tonight..

Is this because I felt bloated after having dinner with my boyfriend’s family who just arrived from Iligan?

Or is it with the bad coffee I had had before dinner? (which I called coffee nightmare)

Lack of sleep?

Am I just nostalgic because my boyfriend’s parents are here?

Is it with the comments left in my beau’s friendster account?

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Guess what? I feel jealous.. I want to cry… I want to melt… I kinda don’t want to work tonight…

What’s wrong with me???

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Earlier.. had this conversation with Lua.. (my new roommate…).. Oh well.. She mentioned that we graduated in college a year ago.. *bell rings* Reality check! That was a year ago… We are getting older…

I am getting older.. I am changing.. without me noticing it.. maybe because I’m too busy drifting in my memories… of my very good ol’ past…

I no longer get hypnotized with the word “dota”… oh well.. is it because my shop isn’t here or is it also because my ultimate playmate isn’t also here..?

I dunno.. my tastebuds changed.. I already thirst for coffee, before it was just milk or tea… I’m also becoming picky with the books I read.. and some films that I watch…The things I’m thinking…

The heck! I’m morphing!!!

I hope I’ll turn into a butterfly.. not into a moth…