Growth?

A friend sent me this message:

"I just cherish growth so much that I couldn't stand something languish."

... a sad fact... a very sad fact... and if so... I wouldn't want to grow....

... I beg not to grow...

Flashy Words

Shihan from the Def Poetry Jam



I could just relate to this poem.... please listen to it...

Thud Thud

*thud*

The sound of my heart.. my heartbeat... good thing it is still here... and I thought I lost it.. Maybe it was just silenced... Or numb... Because as you can see... (I really don't want to shout this out to the world...) my 4 year fairytale-like relationship with my beau has halted.. Call me in denial.. (duh..)

But anyway... it's nice to hear or feel that "thud" sound again... Right now.. I am editing my resume... and after a couple of minutes I'll be attending a job interview... so.. it's nice to hear "the thud"...

haha! I am nervous.. awww...

...Guess what... I am hoping that it isn't the last time I'll hear and feel that "thud" sound... I really am still thinking that this is just another "lapse" of some sort... and before I'll know it the "thudding" continues...

..because really... my heart is disconnected to my brain.. and I really don't know what the hell I am doing with my life... I just hope that this unfaithful fate will connect and tangle my heart and brain for once...

Huntress

Name : Luna Moonfang
A.K.A: The Moon Rider



This is Luna... my favorite hero in DotA.. Anyway.. it's been so long.. and now I am back..


Back to playing DotA.. Back to explore the world.. Back to standing alone... Umm.. Back to hunting.. Hunting a job.. hehehe.. Oh well.. I feel like a huntress...



I actually need to get a job. Hehehe.. I needed a break and there I had it.. Right now I am sick... I have dripping nose.. a fever.. and also have an aching throat and heart...



This will be a new beginning... well... I am a huntress and I'll cut to pieces those who will stand in my way...



I am going to reach my dreams...

"The" February

My February went by like a heartbeat...

My heart must've been skipping or have pounded too hard then...

It started with the sudden opportunity to move to a new apartment... new place.. adjustments.. new perspective..

Then came the gush of impulse.. absentism from work.. a little booze... tried a puff... and more of staring to the horizon moments..