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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

so, how am i?

Another work week has passed and again I am on day-off.

I'm juggling things in my mind: on what to do first and what and how to write my thoughts down..

So, I just came up with the question..

Yeah, how the hell am I?

Now, I know I am fine. I'm having quite the hang of adjusting and nipping my pride little by little. I feel loved, secured, and missed (by my family). A bit bored with my job but I'm not letting it get in my way though. I wouldn't want to lose another job for petty reasons again.
Anyway, last week was quite a busy week.

During payday, Bok and I went to the mall and shopped. He bought a load of stuff.. like a whole new wardrobe (just exaggerating, but it's quite like that). I bought a shirt and a cute pair of check loafers which Bok has chosen for me. I didn't really like the shoes at first though, but a lot of people find it nice. So there. But, trust me in this: don't ever shop when you're sleepless the night before and you still have to go to work in the afternoon.

Bok's officemates like to hang-out and go to some place and do stuff. So, I got quite sleepless last week. The activities for last week range from playing dota after their shift (that's 5 a.m.), so I wake up early; going to the gym and play badminton, we were supposed to go wall climbing but weren't able to; drinking and making me sing (hehehe..); and going to a comedy bar.

They're fun-loving people, as you can see. They're fun to be with. I like them because they don't treat me as "the girlfriend". But too bad I just really need to get some sleep.

And by the way, last week's r.d., I did some cleaning up. I sorted out my stuff and threw away things that don't need to be kept anymore. (I don't know if you get what I mean) And it made me feel a lot better.

But there is still one thing that needs to be done though. I had a fight with one of my officemates, a teammate, months ago. It supposedly was nothing serious but we ended up not talking to each other anymore. And I'm a bit tired of the situation. I can sense that he wants to make peace with me. But I'm quite a coward with this. Yeah, a chicken shit.

Please pray for me. I'd love to make peace with him. And make peace with myself at the same time.

But hey! I still say I am doing fine.

I'm still a work in progress but I am alive and I am kickin'. (^^)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

adventures in alcoy

finally i was able to go beach after a very long time.
and finally escaped from the lights of the city with my beau.

Monday, October 13, 2008

done: anansi boys



Finally I finished reading this book. Sorry Anansi Boys fans but I didn't quite like the it. It actually took me months to finish reading the book. Imagine that!

Maybe I over-estimated it. I've been a fan of fictional books most especially thrillers since I started reading. But no, this book did not give me the excitement I always get whenever I read thrillers. Just as with Dan Brown's The Da Vinci Code.

For me, the story is too predictable. I still haven't read half of the book and I can already sense where the story leads.

Anyway, John no offense. But thank you so much for lending me your book. It's been quite a while since I borrowed it from you. Don't worry I'm finally returning it. (^^)

..p.e.a.c.e..

dilemma in the unreality

[--- overdue post: October 9, 2008]

02-04-1992 copyright Dilbert.com

Guess what happened to me this morning?

I dreamt that I got terminated from my job because I was 1 hour late for work. Haha! And guess what? It took several replays of the dream until I woke up and realized that it was not true...

Good thing...

Cause I was about to cry? hmmmnnn... a bit... ummm... maybe..

But in my dream, I was already calling my mom telling her that I'm 1 hour late for work and I got terminated..

*whew*

AND! I was so soo sooooo early at work today. I arrived about an hour and so earlier.. haha!

...sometimes it's really good to wake up in reality...
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