Dizzy

Okay... obviously, that is me.. but if you'll look really closely.. you'll notice something... see that? That white thing on my arm...

Oh well.. it's early morning and I'm already in a cafe.. I'm from the hospital, actually... got myself some CBC stuff.. I was advised by my mom to get my blood checked... for two days I've been ill... it's not the normal illness that most people feel (uh... i guess so...).. But it's not most of the time that people feel really dizzy.. like, you're already lying flat on your bed and still everything is turning...

I felt this way wednesday last week, I just got myself some sleep then sped to school since it was the last consultation before the deadline of our first draft for our thesis proposal... I never expected it would happen again...

Last Tuesday, a few minutes after everyone has left me home... I felt that dizzy feeling again.. At first, I just laid in bed hoping for the feeling to go away.. But it didn't... So, everytime I the "turning around" thing slows down, I rushed on doing something to help me.. I got outside to reload my phone.. Then, drank a glass of lukewarm water with sugar (hoping it would keep me alive.. just something I learned from my many fainting experiences..)..

I really got alarmed since I puked 3 times and still everything was still whirling round and round... and not to mention, I was alone... So, I sought help... hoping my "prince charming" would come to my rescue... Well... I texted him, but unfortunately his phone was turned off.. so I texted everyone (his classmates, my classmates) for help..

I was really scared.. I was already on tears and was gasping for breath while I was asking for help... I got soaked with tears and sweat... I really thought that it was the end... haha...

But anyway, my prince charming arrived when the dizzy feeling have already subsided... But I was still glad to have someone there beside me.. We just fell asleep... and when we woke up, we heard some familiar voices outside.. asking my neighbors about me.. We got really surprised that his classmates came..

They got worried with my text messages so they came, thinking my beau wasn't able to come... (i feel really sorry if they got worried, but I was so thankful they came..)

And, yesterday.. the same thing happened... However, I rushed myself to "the apartment" when the dizzy feeling started again.. I stayed there the whole afternoon...

Okay... back to the pictures... just as I've said, I got blood checked... It's my first time really... they got, I think, 5 cc of blood... I'm still waiting for the result.. I think I'll be able to get it this noon..

By the way, when I saw the injection and felt in my flesh... haha! I had second thoughts of dying!!! Well, stupid me..


Oh! I'm really sorry for having all the guys in "the apartment" worried... And thank you for your concern... C=

This is what I got after a lot of sleepless nights.. It still hurts.. a bit..