Sailing = Drifting

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." ~ Mark Twain

Everything is getting into my nerves... I don't know what or how to feel.. It was just yesterday that I was so happy... Now, I have met new friends I have new opportunities and it's just now that fate turned it's back from me! To hell with everything!

I want to understand but I cannot.. I want to.. I tried to.. but.. I cannot...

I cannot fathom this sudden turn of events...

The saying above used to be a description of this blog... I just changed my mind.. I don't wanna use it anymore... Because it's driving me crazy...

I don't know how everything turned out into this messy situation... I just sailed... But now I am drifting away from everything...

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And I just thought this curse was already broken...

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It's starting all over again...

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I just hope this won't kill me...

Damn!