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Where have I been?

I've been sick for almost two weeks now.. Got myself checked yesterday for the second time.. Been x-rayed and had CBC...

Also just got my mind cleared out... not totally though..

I'm in the office right now. My shift starts at 2:30 a.m., so I still have time to share what the heck happened to me..

I had cough, colds, sore throat and fever.. Haven't fully recovered but I need to work.. Been absent for a couple of days.. I hope my boss isn't that mad at me... =(

Where it all began...

As I can remember.. It all started with me being placed in CAP (C* Action Plan) for being unable to shed a minute from my AHT (average handling time) ... please excuse all these call center jargons, whatever..

Hadn't got enough rest because of the hot temperature during noon..

Then I got so anxious with the package that didn't arrive on time, which I still have to go and fetch from the "package company".. grrr...

I was also forced to dance my butt out during an anniversary celebration in the office.. people had a blast.. but I didn't.. I don't dance and most of all I don't to be forced to dance...

Also got paranoia attack... some issues with girls in the office...

And some issues with boys in the office... grrr... I'd love to blurt it all out here but never mind.. PM me if you wanna know... basta! verrrrrrrryy long story... grrr... and naay part na still bugs me...

Then here comes boredom.. so i tripped.. puffed a week-old cigarette which is supposed to be a souvenir..

So.. it started.. the cough... then the colds.. then the sore throat... then the fever... then the tummy aches.. the headaches...

Then... the pang of nostalgia hit me.. really really hard... grrr... Being sick made me miss home really really badly... It made me miss the herbal concoctions that my mom used to brew to help relieve my fever and cough.. Also I missed my sister giving me a massage which always helped me a lot... And mostly.. I missed my beau more.. lying there on my bed.. alone.. was really worst... *sigh* Kinda gotten used to having him beside me during tough times.. especially when I feel ill...

One more week to go and I'll be spending a week at home... I need to survive this...

By the way... Just last night.. I kinda lost myself... really got stressed out... lost my mind... cried the whole evening... cellphone.. some stuff flew anywhere inside the bedroom including medicines... I hate to admit it but I had tantrum attack...

I just miss my loved-ones really really badly...

..oh yeah.. by the way, the doctor told me that if I won't be cured.. This would lead to pneumonia... =((

My beau's sick too...

I just hope everything will be alright...