just thoughts

I don't know which word appropriate to describe it..

lost?
torn?
blank?
dead?

I am like a tree..
a dead tree..
no flowers nor fruit..
no leaves..
just twigs and branches..

I'm still standing still though..
Through strong winds and rain..
Through dust and heat..
And look gloomier under the moonlit sky...

I am not scared.. I guess..
I have nothing to be scared of..
All I have are worries.. maybe...
And doubts..

I don't know if I am unsure..
I don't know what I want..
I don't know if I'll still bleed..

I am like a robot..

I don't why..
I don't know what..
I don't know..


I just don't know..


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...but anyhow, I felt better writing this...