It’s supposedly a beautiful Sunday afternoon. But here I am, spending the afternoon with you, however, feeling so distant.
You are so distant. Everything is becoming distant.
I am with you yet my instincts tell me the possibilities that you might be eyeing someone now or maybe soon.
It is just so painful yet you do not understand. You do not bother trying either.
Losing you is the last thing that I needed for now.
Yet, I do not want to end this without any fight. If, it’s still worth it.
We had our thing. But it seems that I am all alone now.
This cold cold space between us is driving me nuts.
I want you to save me but it seems like you only want to save yourself. We’re both selfish, but you always get what you wanted. Maybe this time you will. But I wouldn’t let you.
I wouldn’t want you to leave me like this without me hurting you.
I want you to save me now. But I know, you wouldn’t do that. I am useless to you now. I’m not the one with some job in a big company. One who can afford things. Not for now though.. I am no use to you but someone you can cling on to. But not anymore.. Since I am not well.. since I am hurt… Since you think I am the one clinging on to you this time.
I am grasping for redemption! I haven’t done anything wrong other than to give you what you wanted..
Please don’t play with me. I’m tired of games..
But… should I just let go? Or shall I just save it for later?
8 scribbled back:
hey if you feel like talking about it (if this is still an issue), willing kaayo ko manlibre ug kape. :)
di na man.. hehe... (^^) but i'm willing to have coffee still..
aw lagi.. kay issues like this man gud don't die away that easy.. pero if u say so.. kapeh! ^_^
i just checked, last month pa man diay ni... hehe.. i still have issues.. but ako ang naay problem... and im really serious sa "counsel" thingy... XD
western pipol ra man ang naga seek ug professional counsel. prozac nation bya na sila.. haha.. what do you think they can tell you that people you know can't?
i really do not know. i guess, they will listen and do whatever since it's their job..
...i think sometimes we can't get answers from people we know...
uh.. so ask strangers.. ehehehe
haha.. im fed up of that...
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