Starting tonight I will keep a “to do” list for each day. For now, I guess this is the best thing to do: I need to get myself organized; I need to keep myself busy; I need to distract myself from all these distractions.
I will do this little step if this would keep me going – if this can keep me on living.
I’m not sure if this will be the last straw, but I need to draw this.
As much as I miss ‘conversations’, talking is not an option for me to take.
I’m sorry, but I prefer to remain in the shadows of silence for now.
Too much words add up to my agony. I prefer to be adrift than to get more lost and confused at this moment.
I appreciate, still, the ever-heavenly aroma of coffee; but it cannot tempt my lips to unzip itself and let these feelings flow and transform in words the human mind could understand.
I do not like the silence of silence though. But it is best for me to lie low in solace.
I guess, I still have time to pour out everything. Until that day when solitude becomes too deafening for me. But not for now.
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