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Indulgence

Oh ye shall mark this day in all the history in my life here in Cebu as the first time I have ever really really indulged…

Today I stayed inside my room the whole day, like from dawn til dusk (well… that’s not new for me though).. But I stayed in bed for almost the whole day watched some movies and got a load of junk food.. ugh! Very good for the bulging belly..

Anyway…

I started with finishing the remaining Death Note episodes that I haven’t watched.. Well… don’t ask me how I felt after watching.. Coz I felt sooo evil.. oh well.. there I said it…

I did Lua a favor and got my feet muddy which made me to stay home… By the way, the weather was really good... it was raining outside… so I decided to stay put.. and watch movies instead.. I watched Sister Act I and Sister Act II.. because unfortunately I was still not able to watch these movies as far as I can remember…

Siete

Oh well.. I was tagged by lua... hmm... last december i guess... well congratulate me 'coz i finally got to my senses (a bit)..

And oh! I don't really like to reveal myself.. but anyway here are seven facts about me:

1. i hate cockroaches (big or small, dark colored or not, flyers or non-flyers)

2. i am soo ironic

3. i collect keyholders and any memorabilias (be it a fallen leaf, pebbles, seashells)


4. i love animals

5. i don't like too much sweets


6. i have very high pain resistance

7. i had a very traumatizing singing experience.. =(


There. I'm done. Now I'm tagging the caterpillar, johnnski, alo, sensei.. and... trickyboy... too bad can't complete the list..


Well.. here are the rules:
1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Pick 10 others you would like to get to know better.
3. Let them know you've tagged them by leaving a comment on their blog.
4. And don't forget to give them the rules.

2008

Hi.. Happy new year..

It's already more than a week after the birth of 2008 and I still haven't written my resolution and still haven't found my soul... =(

I feel sorry for myself for not being able to comprehend what other people say or do to me..

Just now, I feel so dumb..

I actually went home to my hometown during Christmas. I was happy to having been able to spend it with my family.. I was able to meet some old friends.. Though something was still missing...

I came back to where I am (for work purposes though) and spent new year here but I don't know.. Some people wouldn't just leave me as I am.. *sigh*

I wanted to talk to people but they seem to make me more and more confused.

At times I just wish that I just suddenly disappear. But that's not the way it goes..

!@#$%^&*

I just need wisdom!!!!

help... please...

Kapoy: full version

Where have I been?

I've been sick for almost two weeks now.. Got myself checked yesterday for the second time.. Been x-rayed and had CBC...

Also just got my mind cleared out... not totally though..

I'm in the office right now. My shift starts at 2:30 a.m., so I still have time to share what the heck happened to me..

I had cough, colds, sore throat and fever.. Haven't fully recovered but I need to work.. Been absent for a couple of days.. I hope my boss isn't that mad at me... =(

Where it all began...

As I can remember.. It all started with me being placed in CAP (C* Action Plan) for being unable to shed a minute from my AHT (average handling time) ... please excuse all these call center jargons, whatever..

Hadn't got enough rest because of the hot temperature during noon..

Then I got so anxious with the package that didn't arrive on time, which I still have to go and fetch from the "package company".. grrr...

I was also forced to dance my butt out during an anniversary celebration in the office.. people had a blast.. but I didn't.. I don't dance and most of all I don't to be forced to dance...

Also got paranoia attack... some issues with girls in the office...

And some issues with boys in the office... grrr... I'd love to blurt it all out here but never mind.. PM me if you wanna know... basta! verrrrrrrryy long story... grrr... and naay part na still bugs me...

Then here comes boredom.. so i tripped.. puffed a week-old cigarette which is supposed to be a souvenir..

So.. it started.. the cough... then the colds.. then the sore throat... then the fever... then the tummy aches.. the headaches...

Then... the pang of nostalgia hit me.. really really hard... grrr... Being sick made me miss home really really badly... It made me miss the herbal concoctions that my mom used to brew to help relieve my fever and cough.. Also I missed my sister giving me a massage which always helped me a lot... And mostly.. I missed my beau more.. lying there on my bed.. alone.. was really worst... *sigh* Kinda gotten used to having him beside me during tough times.. especially when I feel ill...

One more week to go and I'll be spending a week at home... I need to survive this...

By the way... Just last night.. I kinda lost myself... really got stressed out... lost my mind... cried the whole evening... cellphone.. some stuff flew anywhere inside the bedroom including medicines... I hate to admit it but I had tantrum attack...

I just miss my loved-ones really really badly...

..oh yeah.. by the way, the doctor told me that if I won't be cured.. This would lead to pneumonia... =((

My beau's sick too...

I just hope everything will be alright...