about a week ago...
It's good to know that I'm still alive. Living... yeah... through all the shitty days that "just" comes up.. people who make my days shitty.. and those shitty things that i don't want to face or think about either... =D
Anyway, 2 weeks ago I moved to a new house somewhere in the suburbs of the city (i believe it is in the suburbia). (= I'm was hoping to make a home out of it's creepiness/eeriness.. However, the place really is cozy (not as what i expected it to be though) and makes me feel like in my old room in our house back in my hometown. The kind of place where my fingers would crave for pencils, pens and other art materials; where it's nice to read a book; where you can just listen to good music or watch t.v all day but the time still slip very very slowly; and the place where I long to be at after work...
So there, I've been watching movies.. A lot of movies, from my collection and a few new ones...
So I've watched this movie starred by Cameron Diaz and Toni Collete titled "In Her Shoes".. The movie was nice. But really I got captivated by this poem by E. E. Cummings which was read by Maggie (Diaz) in her sister Rosie's (Collete) wedding in the movie.
Really... I just want to share the poem.
However, it's really nice if someone can tell something like this to you with utmost sincerity, even if the world makes a monster out of you... Don't you think? I think I'd like that. =D
...here it is:
I Carry Your Heart
e.e cummings
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
P.S. I watched the a Jap anime titled "Nodame Cantabile". It's about music stuff. I just don't want to explain it further though because this post is not about that. hehe.. You can just watch it yourself. Look it up at the nearest illegal dvd stores in your place.. hehe.. I'm sure you'll find it there. There's even a korean (i think it's korean) series of that.
It's good to know that I'm still alive. Living... yeah... through all the shitty days that "just" comes up.. people who make my days shitty.. and those shitty things that i don't want to face or think about either... =D
Anyway, 2 weeks ago I moved to a new house somewhere in the suburbs of the city (i believe it is in the suburbia). (= I'm was hoping to make a home out of it's creepiness/eeriness.. However, the place really is cozy (not as what i expected it to be though) and makes me feel like in my old room in our house back in my hometown. The kind of place where my fingers would crave for pencils, pens and other art materials; where it's nice to read a book; where you can just listen to good music or watch t.v all day but the time still slip very very slowly; and the place where I long to be at after work...
So there, I've been watching movies.. A lot of movies, from my collection and a few new ones...
So I've watched this movie starred by Cameron Diaz and Toni Collete titled "In Her Shoes".. The movie was nice. But really I got captivated by this poem by E. E. Cummings which was read by Maggie (Diaz) in her sister Rosie's (Collete) wedding in the movie.
Really... I just want to share the poem.
However, it's really nice if someone can tell something like this to you with utmost sincerity, even if the world makes a monster out of you... Don't you think? I think I'd like that. =D
...here it is:
I Carry Your Heart
e.e cummings
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
P.S. I watched the a Jap anime titled "Nodame Cantabile". It's about music stuff. I just don't want to explain it further though because this post is not about that. hehe.. You can just watch it yourself. Look it up at the nearest illegal dvd stores in your place.. hehe.. I'm sure you'll find it there. There's even a korean (i think it's korean) series of that.
