Why is it that we have to feel so hopeless but later realize that we are very blessed?
Last thursday, February 2 was a very special day.. However, I woke up feeling dreary thinking my loved-one might have forgotten about what that day was supposed to be..
Anyway.. I was very anxious when I went to school. I was furious about my hair because the lady who cut it was so stupid that my hair just looked like I was the one who cut it. It looked good on me. However, I didn't like it since it won't make any sense because I just look like me from a month ago, and to think that the reason why I decided to cut my hair short is because I just wanted to look "new".. What bothered me more was the fact that my beau haven't greeted me (it's really unusual.. i didn't recieve any text message from him about our anniversary). But good thing that i didn't get too paranoid.. However, the absence of my professors made it a bit worse. I didn't have any class the whole morning that I don't have anything to occupy my mind with except of think about getting my hair done again and wonder I why a special someone might have forgotten to even just greet you on a very special day..
Well... at about 10:30 in the morning, I went back to the parlor and got my hair done again.. But this time, I wasn't sure how I should feel about how I look. Well, I got the "new look" that I wanted.. But I was a bit uncomfortable with it because this was the first time that I cut my hair too short.. hehehe..
Anyway, from the parlor I went to the boutique where I sell my diaries.. Good thing I was able to get a few bucks.. And then went back to school..
Since I have nowhere to go.. I went to our deparment office (Sociology Dept.) and looked for my new friend Emgee... She was there alright, but got really shocked to see me with my new hair.. I stayed there for an hour.. And at about 1:30 p.m., I went to my Stratification class.. Don't bother ask what happened.. hehe.. same old same old thingy.. good thing there was, as what our professor called it, a "Japanese intervention"..
After class I looked for Piere and found myself eating with the AB-English pips.. Somehow, going with them to the canteen helped a bit.. But I was getting desperate to think that the day is gonna end soon, and still nothing special happened to this supposedly special day..
I was already getting furious that I sent my beau a text message.. (basta! sikret na lang.. just told him if ever he forgot..)
Enjoying Lua and friends' company made me forget about my loneliness.. But I got really surprised that I got 1 missed call and a message from my beau.. He told me that he sent me a greeting early in the morning... and asked me if ever I wasn't able to recieve it.. (Of course!) Okay I told him to come over and he did and he was shocked with my hair and he told me that I looked beautiful (ahihihihi..). And we agreed to meet later to celebrate of course.. But what surprised both of us was that he recieved 50 pesos worth of load thinking I was the one who sent it to him when in fact I wasn't.. (ahihihihi!) I told him that maybe God gave it to him..
Okay.. to make the story short.. We had dinner together after his class.. And both of us realized that we we're indeed very blessed.. to think that we have endured a lot troubles for 2 years.. and if he wasn't able to recieve the load we wouldn't be celebrating that day.. It was already past the curfew hour of the jeepneys (padulong sa among bukid..) when we finished our dinner. But when we went to the jeepney terminal, there was still one jeep left... And when when I got home, I wasn't scolded for arriving late..
hahaha.. and we were very happy that we really proved to all people that we our not that stupid to get me pregnant... hehe.. wala lang.. just the reason why my father doesn't like me to enter into a love relationship...
sa mga gapangaway nako... *bleeeeh!* wala pa mi baby... ahihihi...
Last thursday, February 2 was a very special day.. However, I woke up feeling dreary thinking my loved-one might have forgotten about what that day was supposed to be..
Anyway.. I was very anxious when I went to school. I was furious about my hair because the lady who cut it was so stupid that my hair just looked like I was the one who cut it. It looked good on me. However, I didn't like it since it won't make any sense because I just look like me from a month ago, and to think that the reason why I decided to cut my hair short is because I just wanted to look "new".. What bothered me more was the fact that my beau haven't greeted me (it's really unusual.. i didn't recieve any text message from him about our anniversary). But good thing that i didn't get too paranoid.. However, the absence of my professors made it a bit worse. I didn't have any class the whole morning that I don't have anything to occupy my mind with except of think about getting my hair done again and wonder I why a special someone might have forgotten to even just greet you on a very special day..
Well... at about 10:30 in the morning, I went back to the parlor and got my hair done again.. But this time, I wasn't sure how I should feel about how I look. Well, I got the "new look" that I wanted.. But I was a bit uncomfortable with it because this was the first time that I cut my hair too short.. hehehe..
Anyway, from the parlor I went to the boutique where I sell my diaries.. Good thing I was able to get a few bucks.. And then went back to school..
Since I have nowhere to go.. I went to our deparment office (Sociology Dept.) and looked for my new friend Emgee... She was there alright, but got really shocked to see me with my new hair.. I stayed there for an hour.. And at about 1:30 p.m., I went to my Stratification class.. Don't bother ask what happened.. hehe.. same old same old thingy.. good thing there was, as what our professor called it, a "Japanese intervention"..
After class I looked for Piere and found myself eating with the AB-English pips.. Somehow, going with them to the canteen helped a bit.. But I was getting desperate to think that the day is gonna end soon, and still nothing special happened to this supposedly special day..
I was already getting furious that I sent my beau a text message.. (basta! sikret na lang.. just told him if ever he forgot..)
Enjoying Lua and friends' company made me forget about my loneliness.. But I got really surprised that I got 1 missed call and a message from my beau.. He told me that he sent me a greeting early in the morning... and asked me if ever I wasn't able to recieve it.. (Of course!) Okay I told him to come over and he did and he was shocked with my hair and he told me that I looked beautiful (ahihihihi..). And we agreed to meet later to celebrate of course.. But what surprised both of us was that he recieved 50 pesos worth of load thinking I was the one who sent it to him when in fact I wasn't.. (ahihihihi!) I told him that maybe God gave it to him..
Okay.. to make the story short.. We had dinner together after his class.. And both of us realized that we we're indeed very blessed.. to think that we have endured a lot troubles for 2 years.. and if he wasn't able to recieve the load we wouldn't be celebrating that day.. It was already past the curfew hour of the jeepneys (padulong sa among bukid..) when we finished our dinner. But when we went to the jeepney terminal, there was still one jeep left... And when when I got home, I wasn't scolded for arriving late..
hahaha.. and we were very happy that we really proved to all people that we our not that stupid to get me pregnant... hehe.. wala lang.. just the reason why my father doesn't like me to enter into a love relationship...
sa mga gapangaway nako... *bleeeeh!* wala pa mi baby... ahihihi...
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