To my dearest child,
When someday you will be born, I hope you would understand if I won't be a good mother. I guess, I've never been to my childhood. I grew up so fast that I forgot about my life as a child. But all I know, is that my childhood days were painful.
Dear, please cherish every day of your life as you grow up. Keep a journal so you'll never forget. You should remember even the worst days of your life because you'll never know how you'd change because of it.
Please hold on to your dreams. Hold on to them like how you hold on to your life. Right now, the road towards my dreams seems blurry... But when your time comes, I'll try to guide you and help you out when everything seems uncertain. Dear, I don't want you to be like me. I don't want you to feel the frustrations I have been feeling lately.
I hope you'll love to sing. There is nothing more therapeutic than singing. Well... if you'd do... I hope someday we'll be able to sing together.
If I may be strict.. that would be because I've undergone a lot of pain in my life and I don't want you to make the same mistakes that I've done, or even make you feel the pain I've gone through..
And please bear in mind that at times I might hurt you... It's not because I want to hurt you... But because I love you.. And I only want the best for you...
I love you,
Mom
...I'm not preggy. I was just able to write this sometime in July 2005 amidst my frustrations...
When someday you will be born, I hope you would understand if I won't be a good mother. I guess, I've never been to my childhood. I grew up so fast that I forgot about my life as a child. But all I know, is that my childhood days were painful.
Dear, please cherish every day of your life as you grow up. Keep a journal so you'll never forget. You should remember even the worst days of your life because you'll never know how you'd change because of it.
Please hold on to your dreams. Hold on to them like how you hold on to your life. Right now, the road towards my dreams seems blurry... But when your time comes, I'll try to guide you and help you out when everything seems uncertain. Dear, I don't want you to be like me. I don't want you to feel the frustrations I have been feeling lately.
I hope you'll love to sing. There is nothing more therapeutic than singing. Well... if you'd do... I hope someday we'll be able to sing together.
If I may be strict.. that would be because I've undergone a lot of pain in my life and I don't want you to make the same mistakes that I've done, or even make you feel the pain I've gone through..
And please bear in mind that at times I might hurt you... It's not because I want to hurt you... But because I love you.. And I only want the best for you...
I love you,
Mom
...I'm not preggy. I was just able to write this sometime in July 2005 amidst my frustrations...
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