The "Queen of deceit"... The fair entity who's staring right at me through the looking glass...
I don't know how she does it. But she really does deceive people around her. That's why I call her that.
I know she doesn't lie or even want to lie. She's even scared of lying! However, she deceives people. She even deceives me at times.
Maybe it's just the way God created her to be. (Okay... don't put God into this.)
She thinks it's funny to deceive people. How people get surprised when they get to know her age.. Others treat her like she's rich. But she's not. She just doesn't look that shabby, I guess. People think she's intimidating.. When in fact she's also timid.. They're afraid to get near her because they think she's mean. But actually, she really wanted to make lots of friends and is just scared to get near people because they might not like her and she'll just get hurt instead. Some people also treat her like she doesn't know anything at all. They underestimate her capabilities and refute her ideas because they're better than her and because she acts like a kid. And many say that she's problem-free and happy. But is she?
If only she could just leave things as they are... But I know she just can't do that anymore..
She's tired... She's tired living a pretentious life.. She's tired of people treating her like a kid. She's tired of being silent while watching others as they laugh with their friends. She's tired of smiling to show that she's happy, when all she wanted was for someone to hold her tight to put her cares away. If only someone would help keep her patient. Because she's tired pretending. Tired of waiting for someone to see her to who she really is. And hoping to treat her right.
She's just the ordinary type of girl that you know. But she could become that extra-ordinary friend if someone would just want her to. She's also not that good in everything (yeah... a mediocre, as they say). But she tries to do best. But I guess, it's always never enough.
Right! I said she thinks it's funny to deceive people. For people to see someone else rather than her. But that's the irony when all she wants is for people to see who she is..
If someone could only see through the girl I see in the looking glass... =C
I don't know how she does it. But she really does deceive people around her. That's why I call her that.
I know she doesn't lie or even want to lie. She's even scared of lying! However, she deceives people. She even deceives me at times.
Maybe it's just the way God created her to be. (Okay... don't put God into this.)
She thinks it's funny to deceive people. How people get surprised when they get to know her age.. Others treat her like she's rich. But she's not. She just doesn't look that shabby, I guess. People think she's intimidating.. When in fact she's also timid.. They're afraid to get near her because they think she's mean. But actually, she really wanted to make lots of friends and is just scared to get near people because they might not like her and she'll just get hurt instead. Some people also treat her like she doesn't know anything at all. They underestimate her capabilities and refute her ideas because they're better than her and because she acts like a kid. And many say that she's problem-free and happy. But is she?
If only she could just leave things as they are... But I know she just can't do that anymore..
She's tired... She's tired living a pretentious life.. She's tired of people treating her like a kid. She's tired of being silent while watching others as they laugh with their friends. She's tired of smiling to show that she's happy, when all she wanted was for someone to hold her tight to put her cares away. If only someone would help keep her patient. Because she's tired pretending. Tired of waiting for someone to see her to who she really is. And hoping to treat her right.
She's just the ordinary type of girl that you know. But she could become that extra-ordinary friend if someone would just want her to. She's also not that good in everything (yeah... a mediocre, as they say). But she tries to do best. But I guess, it's always never enough.
Right! I said she thinks it's funny to deceive people. For people to see someone else rather than her. But that's the irony when all she wants is for people to see who she is..
If someone could only see through the girl I see in the looking glass... =C
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