Booze

My hands trembled,
as I slowly took the glass...

Trembling...
Thinking...
Trembling...
Drinking...

Finally, I took a gulp...
Finally, I broke a promise..
Finally, I came back to somewhere I've long forgotten..

I took every gulp with thougths of you,
and wishing that you are still thinking of me...

I drank,
trying to forget this aching pain,
hoping that this liquor could fill the emptiness of my heart..

I drank until it sunk in,
making me feel care-free,
making me laugh so hard and never minding the onlookers passing me by..

I drank and laughed,
hoping the booze could fill me up so I'll end up in slumber..

I drank and I laughed..
I laughed and I drank..
Then I wept..

And I fell into a deep slumber..
Then I woke up..

And I am ALONE.