Home-lone

August 22, 2008

Friday, 05:13 PM

"I'm like a bird, I only fly away.
I don't know where my soul is,
I don't know where my home is.."
--- Nelly Furtado

I'm feeling depressed right now. I feel so homeless.. not that I am homeless though.. It's just that I've been planning to move (again) to another place next week.. which is supposedly better than my recent crib.. I was already looking forward for it.. next week... a new home.. a nicer one...

But then last night my officemate told me that someone already got the place just early yesterday...

It broke my heart.

I feel so low.. *sigh*

I would have wanted that place.. I still haven't got the chance to see it but as per Kitten's description.. It's perfect! =C

It's just a pad.. like a big room.. not that big though.. but big enough for me... it has it's own bath/toilet... It's located in the heart of the city... The neighborhood is fine.. It only costs 3,500 Php a month (excluding water and electricity)...

huhuhu...

My beau kept on telling me that maybe that place wasn't meant for me...

I tried to comfort myself too.. but whenever I think about it.. it made me feel lonely..

It sucks!

Yeah, I'm free as a bird.. and yeah... I don't know where to find that place I can call my home..